The Lotus Flower

The lotus flower starts as a small flower down at the bottom of a pond in the mud and muck. It slowly grows up towards the waters surface continually moving towards the light. Once it come to the surface of the water the lotus flower begins to blossom and turn into a beautiful flower.


I picked this because it thought it was beautiful, i looked up the meaning and i understood why. It's me.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

MY FLIP SWITCH

The most precious gift i've ever been given is this kid. Charlotte teaches me everyday to laugh like no one else is near me and to be myself because that's all she really wants from me. Isn't that the truth about everything in life? Isn't that all anyone wants from anybody else? For someone to be their true self? She is the reason i need to flip the switch.

it's been a while my friends.....

Well, it has been a really long week with some huge lessons....
FLIP SWITCH.....i've not even thought about it to be honest - i was down in a place i haven't been in a while.....tired, sick, hurting and lonely!

The good news.....2 amazing people that clarified & brought me back on track.
I do understand that the negative can bring you to a place that you can't get out of, i do understand that one negative thougt brings another and so the story goes. I do understand that i am in control and that i am the one that needs to FLIP THE SWITCH.

And, this is what i learned.....i have to flip, i have to be in the positive and i have to have the crutial time for me to reflect, to bring myself back down from the craziness that i live everyday and i need to ground and protect myself at all times. I can't take on that energy of those who come into my life with that negativity.....i can't do it anymore.

with this week, i learn.

and i move on to the next in a ppositive bright light. i love myself and i love my life!

Thursday, February 4, 2010

DAY ?

Oh my gosh, it has been a crazy couple weeks! This was a real test for me cause i was out of my comfort zone on a trip for St. Elmo's Fire.

What a powerful weekend of just....crazy stuff - i learned so much and i was really aware!

I'm not forgetting you little blog, i'm back on track and will post more later about the amazing week i've had!